Six months to the day and it feels like six minutes. I don’t know how to stop this spiral. I keep thinking I’ll feel better. Some days I convince myself I do. Then pain comes crashing in again and I lose my breathe at the enormity if it. How can I be here and you […]

I haven’t posted in almost a month. Nothing to say really. This loss isn’t overcome in a matter of months. Probably not in decades. Each day blends into the next. Some days are not so bad, I cope. Some days are almost unbearable. And now I have to find a new camper and a new […]