I see your smile

So near. So far.

My mouth opens wide

A silent scream 

I curl as small as I can 

In a corner

My head feels better 

Pressed against solid

The world is unreal

The wall is real

It helps me 

Not fall off the edge

All that I pushed aside today 

Crushes me

I whine like a child 

IcantdothisIcantdothisIcantdothis

Panic lashes me

Nowhere to run

Wild eyes

The abyss threatens

Or promises

Which?

Wounded animal

Caught

No escape

I scream

Into infinity