Month 1 – Still Mama

July 3, 2020 | By Bev Mott In Month 1

May 10, 2020

Tomorrow is Mother’s Day I’m not a mother anymore

July 3, 2020 | By Bev Mott In Month 1

So it’s May 6th, or maybe 7th now.. I don’t know how to function without Ben. My mind hasn’t wrapped itself around the enormity yet. I keep feeling like I’ll see him soon. I’m finding relief in the woods. I don’t know if it’s more my mind is busy on an ATV so I can’t […]

July 2, 2020 | By Bev Mott In Month 1

Still Mama

Am I? “Am I still a Mama?” That thought ran through my head on Mother’s Day and caused a pain so intense I don’t know how I survived it. And wished I hadn’t. The answer to it is what gave me the name for this journal. Am I still a Mama? Sort of. I have […]