Exactly two months since you’ve been gone. It doesn’t seem possible. I’m still breathing. I even laugh sometimes. Beau is here with me this weekend. It’s hard to take care of Beau out here. I miss your help with him. The extra pair of eyes and hands. And laughter. I miss your silly puns. Who […]

Cynthia, Perry, Fraya, Jacob, Jeorgia, Dani, Marciana, Mama & Daddy and I all tackled the old barn today. It had 25 years worth of old furniture and rat poo in it. We got it ALL cleaned out and pressure washed. It looks so much better. I gave Marciana her urn today. I think it was […]

I went to look at a camper today. To lease, 6 months at a time with option to buy. I can’t go home. I’m afraid if I go there, I’ll never come out. Literally or figuratively, I’m not sure. I just know it’s the wrong thing to do. At this point I’m just trying to […]